These past six months have been way intense, but it’s getting better and I’m staying positive. I don’t necessarily love myself, but I don’t hate myself. I’m doing what I’m supposed to be doing, being honest and not making excuses.
I don’t want to drink again. I don’t want to depend on a substance to be confident and outgoing. At least I haven’t been feeling guilty in a while. I used to think everything was my fault. I don’t like disappointing other people. Now I realize that if I disappoint someone, that’s their problem. I did the best I could.
I’m not afraid to tell people that I’m an alcoholic either. If they want to judge me, that’s their problem.
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